Cross Cultural Waters

Sometimes skulls are thick. Sometimes hearts are vacant. Sometimes words don’t work.

A plethora of feelings for those who have asked

A lot of people have been asking me recently how I’ve been feeling after the diagnosis and getting out of the hospital and I keep just saying “okay” because that’s the easiest response. But things have been pretty hard. It’s like standing on the flat ground right next to a huge hill, and a deep hole. And the hill is the mania and the hole is the depression. And I am just barely keeping myself from going up or down, I’m controling everything but it takes so much energy. So I am doing fine, I’m okay I swear. It’s just a process.

And I am very tired.

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