June 2012
3 posts
I love you I just don't like you anymore
and now we crash…
SO MUCH ENERGY
Just so over this
Its like the stability of my world is confirmed through a single little white pill I take every morning. And what do I do when that little white pill stops working? When I start to feel the MAN again, when he appears at night to steal me away. When I see him across the subway platform. When I feel him in my classes. I can’t explain to you the feeling of frustration when the fear in your life...
noticed a crumb on the floor. Two hours later my whole room is spotless. Hyper focused. Hyper energy. #mania problems
Mania
I get the hit, and boy does it hit hard over the head like you’ve reached the pinnacle of a rollercoaster ride, ready for the drop and boy do you drop Hard on your face, leaving bruises Its like you are awakened by bursts of energy but then clouded by the train of a million little thoughts pricking at your neurons Hold on, the ride gets faster but you can’t hold on because your hands shake...
May 2012
32 posts
Thought I did, but then I don't- feel much anymore
"Darling, Stop Running, you can't make homes out...
April 2012
20 posts
This is a song for anyone who can't get out of...
I hate when I start to doubt the one solid relationship I’ve ever had with anyone, maybe its like I’m afraid of what happiness can offer. Maybe I’m so reckless because I’m scared. I used to say I didn’t believe in love but now I realize i’m just afraid of it.
