January 2012
59 posts
Sometimes a hurt is so deep You think that you're...
A plethora of feelings for those who have asked
A lot of people have been asking me recently how I’ve been feeling after the diagnosis and getting out of the hospital and I keep just saying “okay” because that’s the easiest response. But things have been pretty hard. It’s like standing on the flat ground right next to a huge hill, and a deep hole. And the hill is the mania and the hole is the depression. And I am...
Anonymous asked: i see you everyday at school and you're a lot stronger than you think you are.
Anonymous asked: if you don't mind me asking, are you manic depressive? bi polar? sorry to intrude, you're beautiful!
Anonymous asked: you're so beautiful, like i just want to eat every one of your freckles!! and such an amazing artist! stop being so amazinggggg
When you don’t realize your crying until tears splash against the keyboard
marchintheashes asked: this probably doesn't mean much, but that post you made almost brought me to tears. it described my situation better than i could. i sympathize so so much.
Anonymous asked: I saw something today that I'd hate to see on any girl. Or any human being, for that matter. I can't say I know anything about your situation, but I have no doubt in my mind that whatever you're going through now isn't something you can't overcome. You've made it this far; you have colossal strength within you, don't ever believe otherwise. There will be a day...
The Swings
Everyone’s talking over each other, and the voices all become to much. The clouds start to come in and I decide to float off into another mind space, one that is safe and unfocused. The place is easy, blurry, and all the voices seem to bounce off rather than penetrating the skin. This place is bad though, it makes me weak and vulnerable.
The vulnerability allows the mania to settle in. My...
I saw your face in the crowd and you came out Just...
Anonymous asked: i really just want you to know that what ever is troubling you now, whatever it may be, i love you, we all love you, you're a beautiful soul and a once-in-a-lifetime person, and we all want you to know you are so indescribably loved
You're already home where you feel loved